Wednesday, April 8, 2009

The most beautiful woman...

It was today. I was sitting in Pizza Hut, having the same old pizza plus lemonade, when I saw this woman. Obviously pregnant, she climbed up the stairs very gradually, and almost tip-toed to a table for two at the window side, and sat down. She must be in her early twenties. She was wearing a loose striped black and green dress which fell around her body, and white trousers. Moments later a young man of about the same age joined her. I was seated at a place so that I could see her face and his back. I don't know why, but somehow I couldnt stop looking at this young lady.

At the onset, everything about her was perfect. She had a perfect face, with perfect features. She had perfect height, and apparently had a perfect figure in a normal condition. Her hair was a beautiful mahogany, straightened and falling around her shoulders, her teeth white and even, her complexion was a beautiful peach and cream. Each of her 20 nails were painted a shocking red, and they weren't shocking at all. Her make up struck me most...her brown eyes were lined heavily by black kohl, and a very light but noticeable pink lipstick on her large mouth...I guess she had some kind of concealer on all over her face. She had a perfect husband, who drops all he has to do on a wednesday afternoon to take his wife for lunch at Pizza Hut. To conclude, this girl was so beautiful, so married, so pregnant and so obviously happy that it was difficult to stop myself from envying her at first.


But then, she sipped at her pepsi while I did at my lemonade. As I looked up, I saw her looking up as well...and I saw the pain, the deep, piercing pain in her beautiful brown eyes. She looked at me for a second and then looked away, out of the window. For that fleeting moment, I saw something which I really wanted to confirm. A woman who is married, and apparently happy had such pain stacked up in her eyes that it was difficult not to notice it...it was then that I noticed, my happy lady didnt smile too often, in fact she hadnt really looked happy since she had walked in. Her cheeks seemed to have been nailed at a particular position, like she couldnt smile wider even if she did feel happier, all the things said by her husband were met by a cool response and that same smile. A smile which makes you want to ask her what's wrong. While she ate her pizza etc, every one of her movements screamed compromise. I couldnt look away, and kept looking at her. Everytime she sipped at her pepsi, and everytime she looked up, I saw those brown painful eyes...devoid of any dream, any light..just breathtakingly beautiful in its color and makeup. And then, it struck me...what exactly made her so attractive to me...that pain, and the sheer paradox in it, riddled me so much, that the whole thing appealed to me.

My eyes remained glued to her as I long as I remained there. She also looked at me often, maybe she was feeling awkward about me looking at her, maybe she thought I liked her Pizza (which I did). I came home, did many other things, but couldnt get that face off my mind. So I thought, why not tell all about the most beautiful woman I have ever seen in my life.

5 comments:

  1. When I read the title, I thought it is probably dedicated to your own mom or 'Mothers'
    BUT After the first two paras I thought you were admiring her pregnancy. As I know of girls who fantasize being pregnant and having the feeling of carrying a child within.
    However, you made me visualize many incidents when I was sitting with my girlfriend looking at a pretty face with sadness dripping from her gestures.
    I never gathered the courage to compliment such girls nor to help them out, I guess you could have done that. A simple compliment from a complete stranger can make anyone smile.
    Better luck next time... :)

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  2. So my lady met the most beautiful woman at PIZZA HUT!!!!
    I would disagree on the first line. We were nt havin the same old pizza as it was a Double Cheese Pizza and I dont remember having Veg Pizzas at Pizza Hut.
    Coming to your MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMAN SECTION, I could see the way you were constantly admiring the beautiful girl in front of you(truly speaking I was feeling a bit ignored).
    Yes , she was beautiful although I dint mention it there but there was something which wasnt ok.
    I dont know what it was but even the LARGE GOLDEN SURPRISE PIZZA dint get that thrilling exprssion on her face!!!!
    I dint notice her as you did in such minute details.... but I had seen many beautiful girls than her and the most beautiful girl was siiting just beside me!!!!!

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  3. Hey... your blog leaves me wanting to see this most beautiful woman.... Very beautifully written.. though you don't leave a conclusion, the mind ponders over all the reasons of pain that could be... and shouldn't be

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  4. @sgr...u flatter me! but one must understand why i found her attractive...almost all girls in and around gk look lyk dat..bt she had something extra, abt which i have written this blog...

    @swati, u r ryt..i searched long for some conclusion, but couldnt get one...u see, I was riddled by this woman..and I guess it has come out here pretty much!...thanks a lot!!

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  5. Face is the reflection of all our feelings and emotions…..(and as I always say……neha is a gud face-reader…hehehe)… a lovely post by u gal!!!

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